UPDATE!!! (so.hard)

huhu, bakit ganito, bakit ako pa? bakit kasi may ganito pa? hindi ko alam, ganito pla kahirap ang malagay sa situasyon na 'toh... bata pa ako... bakit ako??? Lord naniniwala ako na tinetest nio lang ang faith ko, Lord, please help me, I need your help now, I really really need it... Lord, now I realize that I should thank you for all that I have instead of complaining about what I don't have, Lord thank you and I'm sorry.... Lord, I know that you did all that you can, you even died to save us, Lord your the best, I don't know how to return the kindness of yours... Lord, in you nothing is impossible. Lord, please help me... Lord, I need you... Please Lord, please help me, I want to enjoy life, I want to feel the happiness in life, Lord, please... Thanks in advance Lord! I love you Lord! Good evening! In Jesus name, Amen.