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Few days had past but what I felt is a that minute had only past... I realized that without going to school my life wouldn't be worth it... I'm very thankful that God let me feel that he's always there... And even answered my prayers to give me a break, Lord, thank you for all I really appreciate all your kindness. I love you Lord! Sorry Lord, I hoped for more, I didn't made my promise... Lord, your the best that you made me realize what wrong I did and what I really have that I didn't appreciated before, in you nothing is impossible Lord. Lord I think I don't have anything more to beg, I think you've already gave me all that I need. Lord, I've decided to have a new life, to change the way I am before TO BE A BETTER ME. I hope Lord I made a good and right decision. Guide me Lord, Guide all of us. Please Lord, Thank you in advance. I love you Lord, good morning. In Jesus name, Amen.

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Good Morning! Monday nanaman! hope that we'll have a nice and blessed monday... God bless us all... Be happy!

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madali akong MAgdesisyon
madali akong MAloko
madali akong MAgsisi
madali akong MApaniwala
madali akong MAinis
madali akong MApatawa
madali akong MApaasa
madali akong MAgkagusto
madali akong MAsaktan
madali akong MAgselos

and hindi lang naman madali sakin ay yung kalimutan ka, at palitan ka ng iba...

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bakit ba kailangan niyong ipamukha saken na may communication pa rin kayo... alam mo, ok na sana eah, akala ko masaya na eah... pero bakit ganun, kung kelan ako nagiging masaya nagiging complikado ang mga bagay bagay... 

UPDATE!!!

Lord, kayo na pong bahala, hindi ko na po alam ang gagawin ko... ang gulo gulo na po ng isip ko... Lord, I trust you... I love you Lord, thank you, sorry, your the best Lord in you nothing is impossible, please Lord thanks in advance... Good evening Lord I love you! In Jesus name, Amen.

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I lily don't know I'm happy this much... Maybe, I just realize that I'm really blessed, and I'm asking for too much... and Maybe, I've learned how to be contented on what I have... Thank you God for making me realize that I'm really blessed by you, and that you care for me and of course that you really love me (us)... Lord, thank you for all the blessings that you gave me... I'm sorry if sometimes I ask for more and I even complain on the blessings you gave me, sorry Lord for not realizing all the blessings that you gave me... Lord, I love you, Your the best, In you nothing is impossible... Now Lord, I'm just hoping for the security, happiness and long-lasting life of all people, I think in that you I'll be more than happy... Lord good evening, I love you.... Lord Please help me on my prelim in Earth Science and for our long quiz in Soc. Stud, also Lord in all our activities in school... Again Lord, sorry I'm asking you for this... hmmm, just give me your guidance and support Lord and I'll try to do the rest, but please help me, I can't do this and that without you.... Thank you Lord, Sorry, Your the best Lord in you nothing is impossible, Please Lord thanks in advance, I love you Lord, Good evening... In Jesus name, Amen...

UPDATE!!!

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Wag mong ibigay ang lahat-lahat sa isang tao, tandaan mo, ang lahat ng UMAAPAW , NASASAYANG.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.... Love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't!!!! Believe that everything happens for a reason.... If you get a chance-take it, if it changes your life-let it....Nobody said life would be easy they just promised it would be worth it!!!! ( Fight! Fight! Fight! )

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GRABEH!!! bakit ganun! bakit tinatamad ako mag-aral!!! haii naku! WISH KO LANG NA SANA SIPAGIN NA AKO FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!! haii naku!! God bless me... and also you, us. God bless us all...

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ang bilis ng panahon! PRELIMS nanaman! haha XD kelangan mag review! NO FACEBOOK! I'M STARTING TO AVOID FACEBOOK! PERO YUNG HINDI LABAG SA KALOOBAN KO HA! haha XD


ANG HINDI UMAAYAW, NAGWAWAGI
ANG HINDI NAG WAWAGI AY YUNG UMAAYAW haha XD - my binondo girl

SERIOUSLY!!!

I promise you once I'll have a chance, I'll take it! CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF! I'm not being competitive I just want to prove that If I want, I'll work hard to get it... But I can accept defeat, of course... but as long as I can still fight, I WILL!

I THINK, I CAN PROVE MYSELF EXCEPT FOR LOVE....

FOR LOVE, I think I'll not open my heart for others... I'll keep him here... in my heart, even though he can't love me the way I did, I'll still keep him in my heart and forever he'll stay...

kanina, akala ko crush ko lng ung isang tao, pero nung narinig ko ung classmate ko na cnabi sa isa ko pang classmate na, "hindi ka pa nagtatapat sakanya? sayang perfect couple na sana" prang OUCH! prang ganun, ewan ko ba, cguro dahil imagination ko ang limit, cguro nga maxado lang ako mag isip... haiii, cge magpapakabait na nga ako, forever 28, hindi na ako hahanap ng iba, kontento na ako kay 28 kahit alam kong hindi xa saken, at alam ko ring malabong maging akin xa... kasi kapag nagkacrush ako umiiwas ako... haii buhaii!

SECOND YEAR HUMANDA KA! BABAWI AKO! PROMISE! 28 you'll stay in my heart FOREVER, and I will never ever love another, haha XD ... kahit nasaktan ako kay 03 ikaw pa rin mahal ko... MAHAL? lalim nun ahh... ewan ko ba, easy to get kasi ako eah, nagmahal ako ng taong hindi ko kaclose, hindi ko makausap, hindi ko malapitan... haii ewan! basta magulo! at AYAW KO NA MAGFACEBOOK! I'M STARTING TO AVOID FACEBOOK! HAHA XD! CGE GAGAWA NA AKO NG HOMEWORK SA ICT!!! HAHA

share lang.... haha XD

UPDATE!!!

ayaw kong manatili kang SPIRIT NG BUHAY KO
dahil ayaw kong manitiling ganito, na hindi ka makausap kahit nanjan ka lang
dahil ayaw kong nagpaparamdam ka lang
dahil ayaw kong isiping kailanman hindi ka magiging akin
dahil ayaw kong manatiling ganito

ayaw kong manatiling MALA-ANGHEL SA BUHAY MO
dahil ayaw kong  binabantayan ka lang palagi ng hindi mo alam
dahil ayaw kong binibigyan ka ng babala sa mga kapahamakan
dahil ayaw kong makitang kang masaya sa piling ng iba
dahil nahihirapan na ako

kaya pls ms mr spirit ng buhay ko, ayaw ko ng ganito... please, alam ko makakaya ko 'toh, natin? sana nga... sana nga may PAG-ASA ako sayo... crush kita, mahal kita... ms mr spirit ng buhay ko... kahit ilang beses mo pa akong saktan, kahit ilang beses ko pang sabihin na ayaw ko na, never akong susuko... ms mr spirit ng buhay ko...

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HAPPY SUNDAY TO ALL!

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AYOKO NA TALAGA! DI KO NA SIYA CRUS! 


KAMUSTA NAMAN KAYA AKO, PANG100 TIMES KO NA YATA YUNG SINABI! HAHA

UPDATE!!! (soundtrip)

I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and
I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

UPDATE!!!

I just wonder...

sino kaya yung kachat niya tuwing online xa...
sino kaya una niyang hianahanap sa mga online kpag nag online xa...
sino kaya nagpapasaya sa kanya...
sino kaya nasa isip niya ngayon...
may lovelife na kaya ulit xa....

so many questions, keep popping in my mind... but it also says "I THOUGHT YOU ALREADY GIVE UP ON HIM"... why can't I just forget about him... I hate the way I look at this feeling now... I'm really bothered, but I'll try my best to ignore this crazy-weird feeling...

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trying to make myself happy and contented... haha

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mahirap magkagusto sa gusto ng kaibigan mo...

UPDATE!!! (soundtrip)

pilit binabago ang mga tanong ng isip ko... haha -100 days to heaven


akala ko ndi ko maeenjoy ang intrams, pero sa ngayon, narealize ko, masaya nga ang intrams! haha! 


grabeh kanina! birthday ni mary at sam... tapos kumain kami kila mary! grabeh sila tinatakot nila ako! haha! WHAT AN EXPERIENCE! hahaha 


I had a nice day! thank you Lord for this day and also Happy Birthday Mama Mary, I love you!

UPDATE!!! (so.hard)

huhu, bakit ganito, bakit ako pa? bakit kasi may ganito pa? hindi ko alam, ganito pla kahirap ang malagay sa situasyon na 'toh... bata pa ako... bakit ako??? Lord naniniwala ako na tinetest nio lang ang faith ko, Lord, please help me, I need your help now, I really really need it... Lord, now I realize that I should thank you for all that I have instead of complaining about what I don't have, Lord thank you and I'm sorry.... Lord, I know that you did all that you can, you even died to save us, Lord your the best, I don't know how to return the kindness of yours... Lord, in you nothing is impossible. Lord, please help me... Lord, I need you... Please Lord, please help me, I want to enjoy life, I want to feel the happiness in life, Lord, please... Thanks in advance Lord! I love you Lord! Good evening! In Jesus name, Amen.

UPDATE!!!

INTRAMS NA BUKAS! parang walang thrill! haha! ayaw ko na yata sumali sa kahit ano! haiiiy!!! parang tinatamad ako sumali sa yell! pati na rin sa tag of war! sana blue or red or green team n lng ako... kasi kapag yellow ako, it only reminds me of him.... haiiy! basta! WAAAAHHHHHH! ang gulo gulo! ang sakit na ng ulo ko! nakakapagod mag isip!!! WAAAAAHHHH!

UPDATE!!!

ang mga lalaki magugulo! 


ung iba sinasabi paulit ulit "MAHAL KITA o I LOVE YOU" pero hindi mo naman maramdaman


ung iba naman paramdam ng paramdam parang multo ndi mo nman alam kung ano pinaparating


HAIIY! MAGULO TALAGA! KAYA MAS MAGANDA TALAGA KUNG TREAT ALL PEOPLE AS YOUR GIRL FRIENDS!

UPDATE!!!

MALAPIT NA ANG INTRAMS!  NDI AKO EXCITED! HAHA! 


ayaw ko sa mga PAASA! ahahaha

UPDATE!!!

PANGARAP ko ang ibigin ka
at sa habang panahon
... ikaw ay makasama
ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
PANGARAP ko kay tagal ko nang nag hihintay
na sa akin mag- aalay ng pag-ibig na tunay di magwawakas

PANGARAP ka na lang ba o magiging katotohanan pa, bakit may mahal ka ng iba...

UPDATE!!!

You've got to love me
For what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be

UPDATE!!! (marry.stayed.out.all.night)

 

I PRETTY LIKE/ADMIRE THESE SONGS!!!

UPDATE!!!a

AWWWW bakit ganun! IT'S SO COMPLICATED! huhu

UPDATE!!! (ASA)

nakakaloka! bakit ganun! nasasaktan na nga ako pero d ko maiwasang umASA! kahit alam kong wala akong maaASAhan!!! sooo sad...

UPDATE!!! (I.hate.that.I.love.you.so)

Sana'y magmilagro
Maibalik ko ang dati nung hindi pa kita kilala
mali ay maideretso, mawala na ang nararamdaman ko para sayo
Pinagdarasal ko sa aking puso
Na mabura ka na sana sa isip ko

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

NOW, I'm really obsessed, depressed and stressed. And I know in myself that for you I'm not dabessed.

-trying to get over, trying to be not distracted, trying to forget the past and will now treasure every moment I live without you in my mind-

UPDATE!!! (b'coz.of.you)

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid.