I love you and it's killing me... APD .... <3 APQD .... APUQD .... <3 <3 <3 </3 :'( (:

Gandang pamasko! Infinite OUCH!

grabeh ... ilang months n ang nakalipas since nung last post ko ahh.. baka nga taon n eah... tapos ang ipopost ko pa ay ang pagkabigo ko sa "LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE" or should I say "STUPID THING CALLED LOVE" ... tss


grabeh ok lng sana kung sabihin nilang tigilan ko na si ano eah pero ung sinabing ilulublob... well.. ang sakit... sige ok lang. ako naman may kasalanan eah. ako naman ang kontrabida dahil on the first place alam ko nman na mahal nila isa't isa pero ang sakit lang.. titigil naman ako eah.. dahil sa dami ng nangyari... sa dami ng sakit.. At first time in the history ko na nakatagal ako sa isang lalaki in 2 months and 3 days... potek lang,. ang sakit. ako na kontrabida... ouch lang talaga,... may plano pa nman akong from afar n lng ako at hahayaan silang maging masaya... pero ok lng,.. ok lng... ok lang ako...


#SMILE till the TEARS fall... OUCH. Give, but give until it hurts.. Well it hurts! VERY MUCH!!! :'(

#SQUIDBALL, I LOVE YOU and I'm sorry for that... GOODBYE... :'(

END?

I can't believe it that my first year "episode" will be ending SOON. It would be approximately 3 weeks left. CAN'T WAIT BUT REQUIREMENTS ARE JUST MAKING ME/US TO BE AN ALIVE ZOMBIE? hahahaha.

just want to say that I find it too hard to finish the requirements to be pass TOMORROW!!!


I THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP SO BYE NA! SO THAT I CAN FINISH IT NA!


GOOD NIGHT! God bless

DENGUE

WTH! WTD! WHAT THE DENGUE! TSSS. LOL. SUFFERING FROM DENGUE FEVER. DAHECK! ... recovering na. >.<

CLEARED!

After what happened a while ago.


I don't think I can hide this feelings anymore.


He added fuel to the fire.



Tsssss.


I'm quite thankful and upset to my classmates because of what they did. LOL.



It made me realize that I'm just thinking that the one I want is GIAN.



but it's not it. I just want some attention.



Because FD can't give it to me so I find GM to be the great ONE.




but after what he did. :O


LOL. can't believe he'll do that.




DI KO NA ALAM!!!! tsss.



basta ang alam ko... napakaCOLD ko sakanya kanina. tsss. kasi naman eah!!!



NAKAKABIGLA!!! TSSSS.

MYSELF FIRST POLICY!

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!

:'(

DID I EVER WISH BEFORE TO BE THIS GOOD?


WTH!


IF I DID. BINABAWI KO NA!


LAHAT NA LANG GINAGAWA KO.

NAPAPAGOD NA AKO.



ARAW-ARAW BIYAHE.

ARAW-ARAW PINOPROBLEMA AG PROBLEMA NG LAHAT.

ARAW-ARAW SINASABIHAN NG PROBLEMA.

ARAW-ARAW MAY NAASAR.

ARAW-ARAW MAY NAGTATAMPO.

ARAW-ARAW MAY NAGAGALIT.

ARAW-ARAW MAY NAMBABARA.

ARAW-ARAW PINIPILIT.

ARAW-ARAW GINAGAWA LAHAT PARA SA IBA.

ARAW-ARAW NAPAPAGOD.

ARAW-ARAW PINAPAGALITAN.

ARAW-ARAW BINABARA.

ARAW-ARAW INUUTUSAN.

ARAW-ARAW HINDI MASAYA.

ARAW-ARAW MAY TAWA PERO SA HULI... LUNGKOT.

ARAW-ARAW NASASAKTAN

ARAW-ARAW UMAASA.

ARAW-ARAW NA LANG.


PALAGI NA LANG.

INIISIP KO NGA MINSAN KUNG ANO KAYA KUNG NASA HEAVEN NA LANG AKO.

MASAYA KAYA DUN.

ANO KAYA ANG FEELING.


GRABEH TALAGA NGAYON!

BAKIT KASI HINDI KO NA LANG TINANGGIHAN MAGING LEADER!

ANG HIRAP!

LALO NA KAPAG YUNG MGA KAGRUPO MO DI MARUNONG UMINTINDI!

SAYO LAGI NAKADEPENDE.

IKAW LAGI ANG DAPAT GUMAWA.

NASAYO LAHAT NG RESPONSIBLITIES.

NASAYO ANG PRESSURE.

NASAYO ANG SAKIT NG ULO!



SILA?

AYUN NAGLALARO.

HAPPY-GO-LUCKY

VACATION

JAMING2

GALA2

DOTA

AT KUNG ANO ANO PANG GAMES JAN.


TAPOS IKAW...

HALOS MABALIW SA DAMI NG GAGAWIN.


HINDI PA NAGAGAWA YUNG UTAK MO EH PARANG AYAW NG GUMAWA.


TAPOS KAKAUNTING TULONG NA NGA LANG ANG HINIHINGI SA MGA KAGRUPO DI PA MAGWANG IBIGAY!


BAKIT?!


PARA SA AKIN LANG BA ITO?


DI BA PARA NAMAN ITO SA LAHAT?!

DI BA?




AYAW KO NA TALGA!


LIFE'S SO UNFAIR!


SABI NILA LIFE ISN'T DIFFICULT IT'S JUST PEOPLE  WHO MADE IT THAT COMPLICATED.


SIGURO NGA...


MINSAN INIISIP KO KUNG ISANG ISTUDYANTE NA LANG KAYA AKONG PALAGING BUMABAGSAK. INAASAR. WALANG ALAM. NATUUTLOG SA KLASE. ITLOG SA PERIODICAL. DI MAKARECITE. WALANG ASSIGNMENT.


PERO MASAYA.


EWAN KO NGA EAH!



KASI PARANG SAKAL NA SAKAL NA AKO!


SOBRA!



ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA NG ULO KO, KATAWAN KO, ISIP KO, PUSO KO LAHAT!


EWAN!



TSSS.


GUSTO KO MUNA MAGBREAK.


TSSS.



SA PANAHONG ITO WALA AKONG MASABIHAN.



KAYA DITO KO NA LANG ILALABAS LAHAT. TSSS.


NAHIHIRAPAN NA AKO!


FROM GRADE 2 TILL NOW.


I TRIED MY BEST TO BE A PERFERCT PERSON IN THE EYES OF OTHERS.



BUT NOW... I THINK I'VE ACHIEVE IT. BUT I LOST SOMETHING. SOMETHING IMPORTANT.


HAPPINESS.


HOW CAN I LIVE?


:'(


RIGHT NOW I WANT TO SHOUT LIKE IT CAN BE HEARD 90000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 METERS AWAY!



BUT I JUST CAN'T!


BECAUSE OF OTHERS!


OTHERS!

THAT OTHERS REALLY BOTHERS MY LIFE!


SO MUCH!


I JUST CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING NOW BUT SADNESS, FEELING OF BEING ALONE, SORROW. EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'VE SPENDING MY LIFE UNCONSCIOUSLY. I THINK I HAVE TO GROW UP.



I THINK MY MIND IS SET THAT LIFE IS JUST A GAME.


AND YOU HAVE TO IMPRESS OTHERS TO WIN IT.


BUT NOW... I WANT TO BE MYSELF. ENJOY LIFE. BE HAPPY. BUT HOW?!



I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START?


WHOM TO START WITH?


WHAT TO CHANGE?


I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!!!


:'(

It's been so long

Ang tagal ko ng hindi nag-update. LOL.

ang dami kasing ginagawa eah.

hahaha. :D

kailangan ko pa palang magreview para sa earth sci pero tinatamad pa ako....


nagsusulat ako ng stories na hindi ko matapostapos. LOL.


tsss. :D


God bless